The sun is out today and I am so happy! I can't lie it really lifts my spirit because I am confined to cold weather all bumboclaat year long. Now for those of you that don't understand let me say this: I am an L.A. girl. ALL THE WAY. Moving to San Francisco has dulled my complexion and put a damper on my zest for life. With the warm weather I reflect, I explore, I feel as though I can do soooo much more when the sun reveals its amber face rather than when the clouds blanket the skyline.
But anyway.
Speaking of reflection. I realized the time has come for me to find new friends. I love my old ones and I will ALWAYS keep them around. But no one shares my interests! I love funk music...like really love the funk and not one person within my periphery shares that interest. I like to party all the time (literally) but i like to try different clubs. I like to read. I sing like i'm in a choir 24/7. I'm a health nut/exercise devotee. I like to watch foreign films. Travel. Walk everywhere...People (we from the hood, in case you were curious lol) around me feel as if all of these activities and many, many, more, believe it or not, are wack. SMH.
The mainstream idea of music, fashion, "fun" etc has all but killed the creativity of most of my immediate peers and it just pisses me the fuck off. I mean here I am pregnant with all of these ideas and things I want to explore and DO explore but I have to do them alone and that sucks. I can't give birth to my ideas individually every time and I would greatly appreciate a new group of fabulous minds to perform a creativity induced C-Section on me.
Somebody please forward this memo.
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hey loved blog i feel the same way some times and think u should look to chill wit some new people as well as try and encourage the old friends to go on these adventures hell maby i can help some time yea since im home and all but know if u ever wana do n e thing we should deff explore together i hope u get to come to stx wit me so u can see how we do up there i just no u would love it and dont think that u should pass it up dude words just cant explain well
ReplyDeletealso i hope u start blogin again cus i plan on b n kinda consistent so i wouldn't expect any less of u luv ya read ya later bye
THANK YOU! i really appreciate that..but this blog was a vent during a time i felt like people were really disconnected from me and vice versa. I felt like a loner and i was bored all the time. lol I've realized that if i communicate more and let people know what I'm into and suggest things we're good. Also i should've specified i wasn't talkin about my folks from LA. Because most of my LA friends aren't into the mainstream stuff like people out here. lol so you're cool I know you've got wings and ur willing to explore stuff. lol love ya
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